Re: Evergreen Dens

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:15 am

I sat up and shook my head. "I'll never learn to control myself" I muttered. "Why can't I be normal? Its all I want" I said, looking at the sky.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:20 am

I give a short laugh and walk to a nearby burnt bush.the necklace gently touches it as i sniff the plant.It glimmers once more.It doesn't smell of death and it smells of new life forming. "I think I fixed it." I say not totally used to my healing powers.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:22 am

(Powers need to be aproved by a Alpha, and as of right now only 2 members have them and I'd prefer no more.)

I saw Avalon and jumped up. "How long have you been there?" I growled, backing up.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:25 am

(aww ok)

I turn around and face him.
"uhhh...Long enough to hear 'why can't i be normal?' and 'It's all my fault'." I say nodding my head taking thats all I heard.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:27 am

"Your probably really confused, but I'm not sure if its right to explain. Only a select few would know" I said, looking down.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:30 am

"well, It's up to you.I will listen if you want me to." I say shrugging.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:31 am

"Its kinda a trust thing, you would have to promis me that you won't tell, nor judge me. I hate myself because of it and don't need you to as well" I said wariliy.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:34 am

I nod my head to tell him I promise, but I don't tell him that I already hate myself for the things I have done.I decide to kept quiet and shut up and listen.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:39 am

I stopped the think of a way to begin. "Well, you may not get why I hate myself for it, unless you had to live through it. I have a power, I guess you could call it. I can control the elements, I have tried to learn to control this.. power, more like curse to me" I paused. "It is triggered by deep emotion, I can't stop it but I can use it when I please, often it occurs on its own and I know no way to prevent it. It can be dangerous. like this, I got angry and this is the result, luckily no one was hurt but next time it may." I shook my head. "That is all I will tell you, I know why I have this power, but that I only know and wish to keep it as such." I looked at Avalon. "I only want to be normal" I half whined.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:43 am

Thinking how to fix this situation I have and idea that was guaranteed to work.
"You said you can use your 'powers' when ever you please right? Use your 'earth' power and bring back what you need."I say shrugging.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:45 am

"I have never done that. I have made flowers grow and a tree, but not a whol area of land" I told him, "Anyway I have to feel the way I use my power. I can't be happy and make fire, which is triggered by anger"

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:47 am

"Do it bit by bit Fenris."I say standing up to leave him to himself. "You will accomplish things greater like that."

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:49 am

"My hearts not in it, I can't" I said standing up.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:51 am

"Then you heart isn't in the pack"I say softly looking at the ground."No matter ow hard or how much it hurts you better things will come of it..."I say sadly turning my head away and begining to walk with my tail,ears, and head low.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 3:54 am

His last words almost made me angry. "I am into the pack, why else would I still be here" I growled to myself, walking back to my den.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:02 am

I walk towards where i was thinking about all those young lifes I had to kill by choice.There was a little tear that ran down my face and fell into the dirt.I stepped on it with my paw and kept going.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:04 am

"He doesn't understand. I can't make things grow, I have to be in a better mood." I said as I neared my den. I walked in and avoided Ylva and layed down in a seperate chamber.

**Yagami** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:08 am

Yagami finished his den and crawled in. He placed his prey inside and, just as he was laying down, he smelled a new wolf. "Hn.."

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:09 am

I saw Violet making for the entrance, I grabbed her and dropped her near Ylva. "Stay" I growled, for the first time I had to growl at them. They all cowered next to Ylva and I walked outside. I jumped onto my rock again and sat.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:10 am

He shook his head at the foolish way he was acting.
"Stop it!" I yell at my self I see a nearby tree and easily jump up into it, my claws scratching in the bark.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:16 am

I layed down and thought. "Whats becoming of me? I am never like this." I sighed hoping it would get better soon. I decided to practice things I'm not feeling. I focused, trying to make a flower grow. All that came of it was a prickly weed. "I knew I couldn't" I exclaimed.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:17 am

My necklace flashed and I growled at it threatening to tear it off.

**Yagami** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:18 am

Yagami grunted boredly, he turned to his catch, not as fresh, but still fresh. He started to tear his muzzle into it, hungrily... he hadn't eaten in quite some time.

**Fenris** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:20 am

I rolled onto my side and wrinkled my nose.

**Avalon** Fri Mar 25, 2011 4:22 am

I swiftly climb up higher into the tree.A crow is softly cawing just above me.

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