Evergreen Dens

I followed, picking her up. I sat her high on a large rock, to high from her to jump down. "Tell me"

I look down at the floor and close my eyes.I jump down,landing on my front legs."I spent half my life wandering the forest,what did you expect."I tell him.

I pick her up, "Well, why don't you jump out of my mouth? Can't." I said, "Now tell me whats wrong."

I hang there and wait for him to put me down."Im not stupid,i dont care."I tell him,a small grin on my mouth.

"Your gonna listen to me, I'm your father. I can carry you around all day"

I start to cry."Your NOT my father."I snap at him,my eyes closed.

"Well, I guess you mustn't belong. I have raised you, taught you how to hunt. Guess this is what I get for trying." I said as I dropped her and ran off. I stopped in the middle of the forest. I lay down and stared into the grass.

I whimpered, laying in the middle of nowhere. I couldn't see, couldn't hear. "Can't see my pups, don't have the one pup I could see anymore" I muttered to myself.

I stare at the ground,and my bruised ankle.I walk over to him."I hated my father,in my pack i was considered a juno,devil child.I was born sick so was thrown out,like trash.I was told to never come back,but of course was still a baby.I came back any way's when i got older.My father threatened to kill me and i lost it.I threw everything i had at him,how he raised me,how he made me happen,and how it's his fault any of this happened."I tell him standing behind him."I dont want to be hated,i never had any good life.This is the only pack that ever actually cared for me.But of course,Ylva is to busy to care for me and your to depressed."I add.

I looked at Scarlet. Anger raked my brain, I stood up. "Ylva has a reason, I can't see her either, I'm still alive, I'm not depressed I have gotten to much news to fast, just trying to take it all in!" I yelled, I turned to Azul "I'm fine" I muttered, I then ran far away. "Take those pups a while to get here" I said as I sunk to the ground.

I crinckled my nose."Who needs me here anyways."I say.I turn around and run back to the empty human house.I squeeze through the opening and run inside the house.I lay down on a soft rug and sigh."I could die for all they care."I growl to myself.

I rolled on my back, trying to sift through everything thrown at me today. "If I inderstood half maybe I wouldn't be like this" I said to myself. "To be normal is all I want" I muttered.

I get up and leave the house,sifting through bushes.I hear my stomach growl but ignore it.If i starve myself then they'll see how much they really care,doubt it.I though

My mind jumped from thing to thing, settling on Scarlet. "Guess she just used me.. I played with her, hunted for her, taught her how to hunt. All I get is her yelling and saying I'm not her father. I was just asking what was wrong." I whimpered

I stop for a second to a loud growl."Bear."I say to myself.I look around just as it starts toward me."He doesnt want me anymore,even if i explain what my life was like."I say,staring at it.I whimper a little then run.I look around me,not knowing where i went.I look back at the bear then stop.I flop onto the floor,waiting for the bear to spill my guts.I put my paw's over my face.

I rolled on my side, whining to myself. "If she wanted me to not care for her then fine I guess... First wolf I felt attatched to other than Tor."

I stand up and snarl at the bear.I let out a high pitched howl.I snap at his legs as he smack me into a tree.I groan and lay there.

I whimpered and pulled myself off the ground. "Doesn't want me to be her dad anymore, I won't" I forced myself to say and accept.

I look up and see Azul."You followed me.."I say,dissapointed.I groan as i try to crawl toward her.

I heard the bear, and a thud. "Stupid bear, I don't need to be fighting a bear right now." I muttered goin in that direction. I see the bear long before the Pups. Once I see I started running, I grabbed Azul and moved her, then ran back for Scarlet. I put Azul and Scarlet in a abandoned den and walked away. "You don't need me so I'm gone." I said